Aimsworld

waking up

i've been waking up several times. you know how it feels like when you keep on having a recurring dream? just when it's about to end you'd have this strange strange feeling at the pit of your stomach?

i couldn't sleep...when i do, it feels more of being half-alive.
i'm really having a hard time describing how i feel right now. i want to talk to someone about it, but again, i know better not to do that (anymore).

funny, how a confidante could be the source of an unshakeable form of sadness.

posted by yma @ 15:03