Aimsworld

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one thing that life has taught me is that on this planet, nothing is permanent. the only thing constant in life is change - everything shifts at the beat of time...we just have to learn to be accustomed to the rhythm. being aware of that, i have learned to avoid being attached to anything and to detach myself from things when necessary.

not to go into specifics:
a few months back, something caught my interest. boggled me why but didn't pose as a threat...so, things were cool. i tried to understand why and how my full attention was caught (when it would actually take a LOT for that to happen). another thing i wanted to know was why, for some reason (whatever i'm talking about) was able to influence a number of things i hold stable in my mind. (post getting cryptic?) anyway, though certain things are hard to explain and maybe we can never find the answers to everything, in the end, what holds true are the genuine feelings we'd have towards things. then again, in my case, if what i feel towards things aren't met halfway or even met, i just detach myself...yup it's a simple as that. defense mechanism? maybe and maybe not.
personally, i don't like people who act like 'martyrs.' no one should! i find it pathetic and really dumb when a person would be extremely nice to someone who would treat them as an invaluable item-like a pebble under the shoe type. i'm not like that (i don't think anyone should be) and i won't allow anyone to treat me that way.
yup, at times, i tend to be mean but only to people who aren't significant to me or has not earned my respect. when i like something, i really like it but when i don't, i don't...it's as simple as that. no gray area when classifying things. i mean, you are classifying something anyway, so make up your mind where to put it. right? on the other hand, if you have no plans of classifying something...you just don't (it's also as simple as that). you don't try to look for a place to put it or whatever because that would defeat the purpose of the 'choice' not to classify something. hmm...if someone who knows me would read this (if they even bothered to), they'd probably say that i am once again contradicting myself...since i already mentioned that i don't believe in 'labels.' let me restate that (so as to avoid any further confusion)...i don't believe in 'exclusive labels' unless bound by something greater than the norm.

still in the subject of the title:
another thing that came in mind was a question a person had about me. i, again, was boggled by the situation. as a result to another boggling situation, i (again) searched for the answer to that particular question.
my answer: half + whole = 1 1/2
that formula can never pose as a threat

what's with the post? well, here...some of my posts are meant to be read or are written for the entertainment of other people. others, i write for myself...my way of rationalizing? probably. or is it more of in the lines of...if i write it for myself, it would be cool but i'd rather post it for my own entertainment.

ok...now, i really must sleep! :)

posted by yma @ 05:40