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friday

more than 24hrs and still alive
surprisingly i survived probably the most insane day (so far) of 2005

things i did:
followed-up on a number of things...all of which worsened a terrible condition and state of mind i was in
tried to sleep 3 times but failed to do so
called a friend from highschool - so glad i did!
followed-up on a proposal - finally a response!
spoke to someone who was willing to rationalize some thoughts for me-merci! i also needed that 'wake-up'
worked and worked and worked some more
listened endlessly to 'silence,' 'last goodbye,' and 'falling is like this'

things i am reminded of:
the value of 'absence' being able to make the heart forget
you can always count on a true friend! you don't have to say anything or ask, they just do!-tnx dear!
loving this: there's nothing wrong with asking for help

turning point:
the days work just wasn't enough, so i cleaned and cleaned and well cleaned some more
scrubbed the 2nd flight of stairs and just when i was feeling how tired i already was, and weary, and exasperated...i received the best phone call for the day! hmm day? 11pm + night?! oh well, so it beat the 3 other good conversations i had and definitely made up for a well...ANYWAY, i'm feeling this is going to be a good day! psyched already! good news is always great to hear! whee! i'm excited again and alive and revived and not making any sense anymore! :)

looking at the title of this post, i'm reminded of another favorite song
"Friday I'm In love" - by the cure
--> cute real cute! a good way to shift from my 'last goodbye' by j.buckley state of mind...then again 'last goodbye' is still a very beautiful sad song.
anyone know the sad ironic story of that song? well, the real story ofcourse...umm never mind, i don't want to ruin my already 'ok' mood. i wonder how i long i could maintain this mood...well, considering that i still lack sleep? we'll see!

for now, have a pleasant weekend! can't y'all feel it?
this weekend is going to be great!
laterz!

posted by yma @ 04:30