2.04.2005

what's proven

i used to think that it was impossible for one person to be blessed with all the qualities i'm looking for in a person.
i used to think that no one could ever defy the perfection of my archetype.
i used to think that if i rationalized or find logical explanations why certain feelings ever exist, i could take control over them and prove that what i'm feeling is not real and it's just something brought about by a 'moment.'

all the abovementioned have been proven wrong...and now i am left with the unknown. the unknown is both scary and exciting, and more often than not, i am boggled by it...but this time i know it's for real.

last, I used to think he had what it takes for me to take that one big leap...but now i am sure that he didn't because someone was able to prove me wrong.

2 Comments:

At 6:49 AM, Blogger The Maven said...

Gravity (of ModBlog) here.

Just checkin out your other blog.

I feel this thing you're going through...funny how the universe chooses to guide us. Growing pains, no doubt.

 
At 2:31 AM, Blogger yma said...

thank you for visiting this blog :)
i'll reply to your comment with a quote i recently read:
"If you can concentrate on the present, you'll be a happy man…the secret is here in the present. If you pay attention to the present, you can improve upon it. And if you improve on the present, what comes later will also be better…Each day, in itself, brings with it an eternity."
by paulo coelho from the alchemist

 

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