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saturday

surprisingly i slept for more than 3hrs...not straight though but i was able to sleep twice within 12 hours. :)

yesterday, while cleaning, i did a lot of thinking...so much thinking that i was able to clean a lot. hahaha! i'm talking about hard core cleaning and not just organizing things here and there. while thinking, i realized that i can't seem to get pass something...no matter how hard i try...it's frustrating...well atleast, i'm slowly coming to terms with certain things and being able to accept what i really want and should be doing...still frustrating though

on a lighter note: i'm once again excited about working on projects. a new concept that was recently presented to me seems interesting and fun. who wouldn't be eager to work on a project that would require minimal organization and more artistic input? another thing is, i'm also looking forward to working with the person that presented the idea of the collaboration-really nice, artistic, and very humble too :) so nice to be around pleasant people :)

fantastic thoughts again:
i started the year bidding my perfect-guy 'archetype' goodbye...parting really is such sweet sorrow. hahaha! funny, 'cause while i had mr.perfect stuck on my head, i would always meet someone i would consider as 'not quite.' now, I would find myself drawn to the ones that fall under the 'not quite' category. i wonder, if i make the new standard the new 'archetype,' do you think i'd find someone that would fit my original 'archetype?! since i'll most likely be drawn to them :) fab thought huh? ;P last month, i told a friend that i am no longer attracted to guys who have shaved heads. recently, i found myself attracted to this cute guy i met and again to that shaved head celeb i've always had a crush on. then again to me, being attracted to a person isn't enough for me to actually be interested in them...not that my standards are too high...i'm just seeking for something i deserve and that means not settling for less (on anything for that matter). darn! endless train tracks of thoughts again...now i am reminded of the time when i said to a friend 'I doubt i'd be meeting anyone who i'd want to be in a relationship with, anytime soon.' days after i stated those words, i met the guy who became my first official bf. crazy! okay enough of that...change topic...

a new week starts again tomorrow, i'm still not sure if i'm thrilled that i have a bunch of stuff to do or if i'm not. i'm a workaholic i love working, i honestly find it rather fun than tiring. what would make work a pain are the people that would be the source of all the hassles that i may encounter...but then again they're ok (sometimes)-source of entertainment (?) hahaha!

i shall end this here!

oh before i forget! I finally got to see the film 'drumline' :) sooo cool! i'm inspired!
yes, it's sad that i rely on HBO and Starmovies to be able to watch films, but that goes with the territory of being a workaholic. so, i'm not complaining :)

posted by yma @ 04:20