Aimsworld

moved

it's a given that i love music! i live and breathe it! my therapy, my air, and my identity...hmm...i don't know what i'm saying but i do know what i'm trying to say - do you? :)

i'm sleepy and i kind of in a trippy-floating mood (if there is such a thing). i'm weary but still hopeful.

yesterday wasn't the most pleasant day of the week...in fact (to me) it can't (even) fall under the 'pleasant' category at all-1 emergency, 2 lates, 1 cancel, and other things (which i don't want to put into writing). this started from the moment i woke-up and went on 'til around 6pm (when things started turning from bad to ok). then again, no one around me knew that i wasn't in my best mood-i have mastered the art of making my voice and my look, my fiction. :)

to describe how i felt yesterday morning and 'til the i time i was about to head home:
"I wish I'd stayed asleep today, I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be this close to me."
- close to me by the cure

I watched ai4 and during the break, i would flip the channel to either mtv or myx
I found myself moved by many of the songs i heard yesterday...some because i could relate to the lyrics, others because they were part of my 'favorites' list, a few was able to describe how i was feeling, and a couple of songs reminded me of memories from the past.

songs i heard yesterday that really moved me:
(list would be waaay too long if i list them all)

1. this song i heard playing in the car during the ride back home (obviously i don't know the title or who the artist is). had the line "happy kind of sad."

from the songs the ai4 finalists sang last night:
independence day by martina mcbride
i can't make you love me by bonnie raitt

from mtv's vh1:
sliding doors by aqua
breakdown by mariah

from myx:
(local song) by sugarfree
akap by imago

around 2am this morning...i checked my mail and got the warmest email from my friend who is based in the overseas. :) his kind words never cease to move me and make me feel all warm and fuzzy. thank you dear friend! you too are something!

i'm still sleepy and feeling a bit trippy but i now feel that things will start getting better soon...

posted by yma @ 03:03